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(I had forgotten, I copied this from my webstats on September 15th, I copied and stored it in Microsoft Word Documents, then
here)
This came from a different webstat record, the only time I caught in the
records that show ID, I notice it's using the link that Robert Schneider says is
discontinued, but I think this one went to my homepage, not my control panel, so
it's different but still using the thoughtpolice link...this is way over my head but this is what I
have.
I looked up Agent: LinkWalker, Google shows it as seventwentyfour.com,
which I had noted previously. This site offers a service to check
sites, but there are many websites complaining about this "bad bot",
and I might have dismissed it as some sort of webstat gatherer,
except, why are they going through thethoughtpolice, and why
the covert way of pointing at my control panel?
Additionally, for the first time since discovering these links about
three weeks ago, they've disappeared in the webstats I watched them
in. I'm almost certain my stats showed they had used the link 19 times
before the update tonight. That is still within the range shown, but
without thethoughtpolice link. If I'm wrong they should still show up
in detailed reports that I've never checked before and don't know how.
If I'm right...they've been removed, which is interesting timing.
Also, below links all happened at once soon after, I don't know what they were
trying to get at but they happened in sequence, it looks like they
were able to change their computer ID? ...maybe this is one of those virus deals completely
unassociated...its just weird, because the virus was sent out through
my own mail specifically to Houghton Mifflin.
Oh my goodness, the second half of these stats below show HTTP Code:
200 which means they were successful! This is MY WEBSITE and I
can't get into where that went! I didn't think it existed! (shaking
head) well it's a good thing I don't have any secrets...I just hope
more viruses are not being sent out, sheesh.
9/22/03 After posting the above last night, when I booted up this
morning a message came up that said
Pri Master 18:20018WDC WD200BB00AUA1 Ultra DMA Mode-4
S.M.A.R.T capable but disabled
(head in hands) I am so tired of this, I've listed every stupid
abnormality in my computer, which is truly limping along now.
But all this is probably just your average computer stuff and I look like an
idiot, which I am when it comes to computers. But being hacked was
real, sending a virus to Houghton Mifflin was real, the Democratic
party naming my website unexplainably prior to being set up is cold
hard fact. The rest is just my hysteria trying to figure it out,
and I can't. I'm a sitting duck...but a sitting duck aware of the
miracle that my website is even up. I think this is what it is to be
Christian...being a sitting duck, watching the hunters take aim and
praying for them anyway...which I haven't been all that successful at
doing. (deep sigh)
Okay you big, mean, hacking computer geniuses laughing at my feeble
attempts to figure you out. You win. But I'm about to shut off my
computer, go sit at my Master's feet and soak in the love and warmth
of His heart as I read His Word. I used to live in your world and it's
empty, there is so much more!
Didn't you know it's all about you? Everyone always says it's
all about Jesus but it's not. It's all about what God wills, what God
wants, and God wants YOU. He loves you, His passion is about you, His
Son died for you and I'm stuck on this planet just to tell you that.
It's ALL about you and your relationship with the Father that loves
you so much.
No matter what you do, I don't want your eternal destination to be
apart from God. Even though I'm flawed and I get in trouble with my
temper, please forgive me. I pray that some day you turn around and find Him.
There is nothing on this earth that would be sweeter to me than to
find you in heaven one day. In all sincerity, amen.
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